Making a Leap

Yes this post is a little earlier than usual but I've had a lot on my mind. This next week I am teaching a lesson and in that lesson we are bringing out the Pursuit of Excellence manual back into action. We have been trying hard to get the sister's in my ward to be more goal oriented and driven. We started off with the new year talking about goals we as sisters can do, such as going to the temple, doing a service project, helping out at the cannery, and doing our visiting teaching. My lesson will be like a check point to see how everyone is with there goals. The check point is really what I need because I haven't even written down my goals. They just kind of float around in my head. I can be so indecisive. I have ideas of goals in my head but I hate writing them down and getting disappointed when the year is over because I lot of times I don't know how to follow through with my ideas so I never write them down and they never happen. Sad I know.

I've decided that now is the time to make that leap to make a change, and to do something about it, because life will be the same unless I do something. I need to stop wondering and hoping that things will just end up the way I want it to be and do something about my situation now. I'm tired of working a low end retail job scrapping by and working for mini mun wage. I want to do something I love and make a living off it. My plan in life is to work for myself. Be my own boss. Yes and I have kinda run off from what I had originally started with, but I am glad that I am doing my lesson a month early because it is a time when I need it the most.