Randomosity...or is it?

           Hmmmm..... You ready for it? Are you really ready for this random blog? Knowing me it will start off random and then in the end I will have come up with something. Something amazing! Hence the sarcasm :) First I will start up with an overview of my week. 
           Sunday, church. It was lovely, very. Monday work and home evening. Works been a little crazy. I loved my job when I first started, but well now I have my days. I want more out of life and work. I am blessed with all of these gifts and talents and I just want to take the time and make them into something more. Today I was pondering over how much of a right brained individual I am. 
         When I was younger I thought it was cool, but I always struggled in school with my homework, my tests, and quizzes. Apart of me really wanted to be a lefty, I thought maybe i would do much better in school if I was a lefty. However, I am definitely for sure a righty (I just took a test online). Being a righty explains a lot for me. I love being a righty! For the past few years I have had this great big dream. In this dream I will be able to live off of all my talents and gifts. I wouldn't be stuck with the same job everyday. One day I would paint, another day I would make a craft,do floral design, and then another day I would write.I would have my enough money to take care of myself and my little house. In my little house I will have an office with bookshelves loaded with books and I will also have room for my artistic projects. 
       Basically I would live off of my hobbies. It's a big dream. Sometimes it seems unrealistic, but then other days I feel like it's just around the corner. I WANT IT SO BAD! I want to make something of myself. It's been this drive of mine that started when I was younger. One day I will, not sure when, not sure how, but I know I will.
         What a random blog. My mind sometimes runs wild. I was originally going to continue on with my week until I got to Thursday (Thursday i saw Spiderman, and those who know me, know I LOVE Spiderman). I was going to go on and on about my love for Spiderman and well Captain America. I was going to compare the two, decide who is the best super hero. I will save that for another day:)

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